Hey to all my twitter friends. I got to see my mom again today. She is still improving which is a good thing. But she will not be home for thanksgiving so my family and I decided to have thanksgiving at the hospital with her.

Its still taking a toll on me, I am so drained and run down from all of this. I have been not feeling right myself. My doctor says its all just from the stress of whats going on. I am grateful that I get to come to twitter and roleplay with my friends to relieve some stress and just forget about RL for those short hours I am here.

Tomorrow will be another stressful day for me. I have to take my dad to another hospital for a procedure, so I wont be going up to see my mother. We didnt tell her what was going on with my dad cause we dont want to worry her at all.

Well thats all for now and I will keep updating you on her progress till the day she gets to come home.

Love you all very much and thanks for all the support you guys have given me. I apperciate it allot. and im glad i have such great friends here.

Love ya all

Ok here is an update I promised to my twitter friends who keep asking me how my mother is doing. She is still improving well. She is now working with a physical therapist in the hospital to help get her strength back. She is a very strong women for going threw this ordeal and making a great recovery from it.

I still would love for her to be home for the holidays, but if she cant I am still thankful that she is doing so much better.

She has come along way from when she first went into the hospital back in august when she was on the critical care unit and she was on a vent. That was so heartbreaking for me to see her like that and to see her now its a MIRACLE!!.

I will continue the updates for you guys and once again thankyou so much for all your support I love you all very much.

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Ok here is an update I promised to my twitter friends who keep asking me how my mother is doing. She is still improving well. She is now working with a physical therapist in the hospital to help get her strength back. She is a very strong women for going threw this ordeal and making a great recovery from it.

I still would love for her to be home for the holidays, but if she cant I am still thankful that she is doing so much better.

She has come along way from when she first went into the hospital back in august when she was on the critical care unit and she was on a vent. That was so heartbreaking for me to see her like that and to see her now its a MIRACLE!!.

I will continue the updates for you guys and once again thankyou so much for all your support I love you all very much.

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Id like to thank my twitter friends and you know who you are for your concerns regarding my mother. I thought it was best to just post something on my tumblr to give you guys an update.

My sister and I went to visit her today. Her doctors say she is improving but shes still weak. We are hoping that maybe if she keeps improving that she will get her strength back and be home for the holidays. 

I will keep you all updated more when I found out more about her. This has been very stressfull on me and my family but we are getting threw it thanks to the support from other family members and of course from our friends

Well thats all for now and once again I really appercaite your concerns and I am happy to have all of yous as my close friends here on Twitter.

Jillybean {Melissa Higgens}

It was your typical Saturday nite at @Barwithabite. I entered the bar as usual not knowing what was going to happen tonite. With @pamiravenscroft @SheriffNorthman and @Romanlucious all away, I was left to keep an eye on the club in their absence.

It wasnt to bad. I get along well with the other employees especially Mason sinse we are dating now, but hes was not there when all this went down. It was about 2 Saturday nites ago.  Like I said before I entered the bar smiled and said hi to everyone. I then went behind the bar and got it set up for the nite as I usually do.

Then the bouncer made sure everyone was ready before he opened the doors to the club. Everyone was ready to greet the Patrons and I immediatly began to make the drink orders as they were called out to me. It got very busy very fast and the other bartender and I were trying our best to keep up.

Once we were able to catch up she walked in Nicoletta, I watched her shove patrons out of her path to the bar. The bouncer even warned her about what she was doing and threatened to kick her out if she continued it. She then finally approached the bar and ordered a Royalty. Now I know sometimes I dont warm that type of blood up all the way and It can have a cold spot to it. As you all can remember on Dracula nite he threw the blood in my face cause it was heated threw properly.

I was hoping that I did heat her blood up properly cause I was not in the mood to deal with her nasty attitude as she always has when she comes here and with all the bosses away, the last thing I needed was any kind of trouble from her.  When I handed her the drink she took a sip and once again it must not of been right cause she spit it out and then she threw the bottle at me almost hitting me in the head with it if I didnt duck out of the way.

I stared at her and screamed at her to get out of the club and never to return. The bouncer then came running over to see what had happened. I explained the situation to him and he escorted her out but not before she grabbed the patrons bottle of beer who was standing next to her and this time I was not so lucky, it hit me in the head and sliced by forehead. I felt the blood oozing out as I cursed her out then grabbed the wash cloth from the sink and ran into the bathroom to clean my wound.

Once I was able to control the bleeding, I snuck out of the club got on my bike and tracked down Nicoletta. I saw her car and began to follow her. She knew I was on her tail as she tried to shake me off. But that was not going to happen. I had only one thing on my mind REVENGE!! and I wanted revenge so bad on her. Thats twice now she attacked me at the bar and this time I was not going to let her get away with it like I did the last time.

I watched as she pulled off the road and I continued to follow her.  Finally her car stopped and so did I. I watched as she got out of her car wearing gloves as she was carrying a silver chain ordering me to attack, Yelling if I want her so bad then come and get her. I stared at the chains but didnt care. I used my vamp speed and lounged quickly at her. She ended up dropping the chains as my force hitting her and her hitting the ground. I was not sitting on top of her holding her hands tight above her head digging my nails deep into her wrists causing her to bleed.

She pushed me off of her as I fell backwards and before I was able to compose myself she immediatly went for the silver chains. She then hit me in the back hard with the chains as I was trying to stand up making me lose my balance and falling down again. I had to give her credit she was stronger then me but I wouldnt give up.

I ended up yelling back to her, about her needing a silver chain to fight me cause she was to weak to fight on her own. I was trying anything just to get her to drop the chain, She then hit me one more time with the chain before she threw it to the side. That gave me time to once again compose myself as I can feel the burns to my back from being hit with the chains. I then reached into my boot and pulled out my dagger that has a silver tip to it. \

I quickly lounged at her stabbing her with the dagger, hearing her scream as the silver tip went inside of her watching her fall to the ground. I then quickly grabbed the chain and begin hitting her weak body with the chains. I then wrapped the chains around her beaten body. She was just laying there with blood oozing out from where I stabbed her. I just looked down at her realzing what I have done.

I knew I had to get out of there quickly before someone saw what I had done. I ran to my bike and vamp speeded out of there not even looking back. I just left Nicoletta there as she was loosing allot of blood and I knew she would probably meet a second death on my behalf.  I made it home feeling myself shaking from what I have done. Afraid of the consequences if they found out what I have done. 

I was not sure what had happened to Nicoletta no one had said anything and there was nothing in the news about a vampire missing, so I was figuring if she did meet her second death then maybe it was hidden for some reason.  I was still terrified if this was the case knowing she was a servant to @princevladtepes and what will happen to me if he found out I was the one who caused her death if in fact she did meet a second death that nite.

Just when things couldnt get anyworse then they are for me. I got a txt from her brother Gavril, telling me he would get revenge on me for what I have done to Nicoletta and that the revenge will be ten times worse then what I have done to her.  I still was not sure if Nicoletta was dead or alive or what Gavril had planned for me or how he even found out it was me that did this.

I have been so unedged now cause of this. Im to afraid to tell Mason, I dont want him involved cause I dont want to see him hurt cause of me. I can go to his cousin Garry but then what if Garry gets hurt cause of me.  These are times were I wish Roman was around or Eric, I would love to get incontact with one of them, to explain to them what I have done and what is going on.  Im afraid that Gavril will in fact get his revenge on me and I fear that could be the end of me. If Nicoletta did meet a second death does his revenge mean i will meet on as well.

Sometimes I wish that night never happend or I can take it all back. I have never been this scared. Not even my days back in NY, but then in NY I had Roman there protecting me backing me up but now here I dont. I have to do this on my own.  I just hope whatever he does have planned for me he just gets it over with instead of playing his mind games with me.

I enter @Barwithabite like any other nite that I work here. The bar has been busy all week and It was especially busy tonite. The bouncer was at the door checking ID’s, as @pamiravenscroft was in @SheriffNorthman ’s office doing some kind of paperwork.

I stayed behind the bar handling not only the crowd at the bar but the waitresses orders as well. I expected it to be busy this weekend but I didnt expect it to be crazy. Everytime I looked up at the enterance door I saw the line was still long. It was like the line never went down and thats how it was most of the nite.

The DJ did keep the music playing all nite. A few patrons did dance until a fight broke out. I watched as @pamiravenscroft vamp sped out from the back as I watched  her grabbing one of the fighters by the back of his shirt and the bouncer had grabbed the other male who was fighting. They were both thrown out of the club and was told not to come back until they cool off.

Pam then walked over to the bar as I prepared a royalty for her, Watching her take the blood and drinking it. I can see that she is upset that something is bothering her but I told myself not to pry, that if she wants to talk about she would. Im guessing shes just missing Ian, he has been away on buisness and she has not heard from him sinse he left town.

I remember she went threw this with Edric and unfortunatly Edric never made it back, he was attacked by drainers and they ended up draining him. I feel that Pam fears that Ian will meet the same fate. But I know that he wont. I continued to keep my eye on Pam as I began talking to some other patrons at the bar.  Some of them were kind of cool while others I really didnt care for.

One of  the waitress came over to me. yelling out the drink orders. I stared at her and told her to just give me the order ticket so I can make the drinks. I worked on the 2 beers and vodka and cranberry mix and the last drink was for a blood. I knew then these drinks were for humans with a vampire. I looked over at the table whos order this was for, and then smiled at them.

The vampire was kind of hot looking but the girls he was with the humans, they were so not even close to his league. My guess would be that he is using these girls and when hes done he will dispose of them either glamour or drain. I just giggled at my thought cause the girls really were getting on my nerves where if I could, I would of drained them myself by now.

I handed the waitress her drinks and watched as she walke over to the table. I just smiled and shook my head. Then my attention got drawn back to Pam as she said she was going back into Erics office to finish up work. I told her alright and if she needed anything she knows where I am. I watched her head to the back and then once again turned my attention back to the customers.

After a few hours of serving drinks and talking to the customers. I even danced some behind the bar in which the male customers loved. It was closing time. I watched as the patrons exited the bar and the bouncer locking the door. I cleaned the bar up making it spotless. I grabbed the money walked it to Pam in the back handing her the money and receipts for the nite. Then I said bye to everyone and left the club.

I got into my car turning the music on and headed home.

Just an average nite  @Barwithabite.  You can see why im so tired when I get home this bar is always crowded.

Another typical nite at @ @hooligansclub 

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I have been in Shreveport for a little over a year now. So far things have been really great. I have met so many friends whom I consider family. I have two of the greatest bosses ever.

First let me start out with when I arrived in town I thought I would be alone and not know anyone. I was not sure what was going to happen. I had gotten settled into a hotel and was told by the desk clerk that there was a great bar around which was called Fangtasia  @Barwithabite.

I was so glad I entered that bar. I was nervous and scared at first but then I walked over to the bar, I ordered a royalty. Then when I turned around to check the place out I saw @RomanLucious. Roman and I go way back. he is like a brother to me. He has protected me sinse we worked for the same boss in NY, but then he left leaving me alone. When I knew it was safe to leave a few years after Roman left I did.

We got to talk that nite, we caught up and he was even surprised that I still have the motorcycle that he bought me. you see hes the one that taught me how to ride and bought me my first bike in which I really do treasure allot.

After we stopped talking he introduced me to, @SheriffNorthman. I told Eric I was looking for a job and he was kind enough to let me bartend at the club. I was so happy. I love working there allot. After a few months of working there I had went into @Hooligansclub Once again I checked the club out and saw the wanted sign for a bartender. I asked for the owner and thats when I met, @ClaudeCranehe and his sister @ClaudiaCrane who  own the club. I told them was looking for work and they were  kind enough to give me a job as well.

Eachnite I worked both clubs I have met more and more friends. then one nite I net the prince himself  @PrinceVladtepes He had entered the club with his companion @BiancaNorthman I thought and still think she is amazing. She has it all beauty and power. I have learned my lessons in the past by not pissing her or Vlad off cause the consequences are brutal.

I am now all settled into Shreveport a year later. I still ride my motorcycle, I also jump ramps with my dirtbike at the local motopark. It helps me let any anger out or clear my mind, just to be out on the track jumping the ramps doing some extreme tricks like a flip makes me feel good.

I love working at both of the clubs.I was so happy when I found out that @BadboyMason was hired as the second bartender. He is another awsome bartender. Now the club does have 2 of the best bartenders around. The third best bartender is @BarManGarry  But he works at @Merlottes_BT and I think that  @Sam_MerlotteBT is lucky to have him.

I also love the fact that @SheriffNorthman and  @barmaidsookie  had a third bonding ceremonie which is very serious to vampires to bond to their human 3 times. I have congraduleted them. I think that  Sookie  is one of the sweetest girls you can ever meet. her and Eric became almost like family to  me and I love them both I  love seeing them together when they come to the club.

I am also very happy for my  brother yes I do call  @RomanLucious my brother cause thats what he is to me. I am happy that he has found a great girl  @Tammyjo__  and you have to adore his son @Baby_Abel  he is just so adorable and I think that @CowgirlVamp is a great grandmother to him. She takes such good care of him, I just feel quilty I dont visit them as much as I should and I plan on changing that.

Just your average biker, and bartender girl.